i am sorry that i have fallen in love with you

i tried real hard, to be a true friend
but i am sorry that i couldn't keep it that way
i know it wasn't suppose to go this far
and i am sorry that i feel about you this way
we fought, we mocked but we always talked
and i am sorry that we stopped talking that way
we met, we parted but we never missed each other
but i am sorry that i started to miss you this way.
i want to be happy, don't want to cry
but i am sorry that i couldn't keep my tears away
i want you to be happy, but not without me
i know these things i am not suppose to say
i know it's wrong but i don't know what's right,
and i am sorry that i love you this way

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